Perhaps you are being considered
“Then the Lord said to Satan, “HAVE YOU CONSIDERED MY SERVANT JOB, that there is none like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man, one who fears God and shuns evil? And still he holds fast to his integrity, although you incited Me against him, to destroy him without cause.”” Job 2:3 NKJV Perhaps you are being considered!!! The things that you are experiencing are not to harm you. Don't give up on God. He thinks that you are amazing! Will you trust Him? Although sickness is in your body? Will you trust Him when friends become enemies? Will you trust Him when all that you have is taken away? Will you trust Him? When you are being considered?
Walk upright, trust God, and know that He is with you.